First to speakSunday, March 27, 20059:56AM - i am alot happieri lovvvvve my gbt boys!!! i am so happy i got to see them and kevi. i met alot of new people again tonight. i also saw jamie lindsay and sam again. always a pleasure. i woke up at 7 and made an amazing cake and im making these potato things right now. i have to be at my aunts in queen creek at noon. i dont like all this driving. its icky. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. :( i have an english essay due. gross. wellll i think thats all for now. i hope you all have an amazing easter and look on the gbt community for a few pictures. there is a great one of josh j. <3 Current mood:  busySaturday, March 26, 200510:57AMlast night was fun. the matches are amazing and its weird how much they have grown. there was so much energy in that room when they played. i got to take two rolls of film. it made me happy. :) i met three amazing ladies last night. they made the night even better. i drove home in less than 20 minutes. it was amazing. good thing there were no cops around. i love sheila. that is all. Current mood: busyFriday, March 25, 20059:54AMlast night was fun. i love my geoff and kyle. thats all i have to say. time to go get ready for my hot date. haha. <3 Current mood:  cheerfulThursday, March 24, 200512:37AMso i feel bad for the way i have been acting. i cant explain why i act the way i do. im just in need of change and it seems that things are always the same with us. i always drive. you always find something or someone to complain about and i just put up with it. and our friendship worked for awhile. now that you have a car and the abilty to go places youre leaving me behind. you keep making excuses and i cant take it anymore. its like ive put my whole heart into something and have gotten none of it back. im just really hurt that you dont even think of me anymore. im out of your life it seems. but i guess thats partly my fault for expecting more from you as a friend. Current mood:  confusedWednesday, March 23, 200510:11AMso yesterday i did pretty much nothing. then kyle and i chilled. then amanda and i went to zia. it was fun. i love life. you should all go to theeverglow.com and show sheila what a loser she is and beat the whale game. haha. love you she! :) today maybe hanging out with marko (PS amanda that was him riding his bike last night) and maybe jen too. should be fun :)
Current mood:  thankfulMonday, March 21, 20054:14PM - i am so loved!!!i love amanda. she snuck out of her house just to talk to me and make me feel better and she always has good advise. :) Current mood:  lovedSaturday, March 19, 20052:51PM - do i really deserve this?so i dont really consider myself a bad kid. i dont do drugs. i dont have sex. i dont drink (only on occasion and its done in a safe place). i dont lie about where im going or who im going there with. i am never late for curfue. i call and check in. i have good grades. i dont argue with them. i dont ask for alot. i dont expect alot from them. i dont get why they treat me like crap. i cant stay out past 12. i cant have people over when theyre not home. i cant go visit michelle in flagstaff. why am i not trust worthy? what else do i have to do to prove that im grown up? Current mood:  crushedFriday, March 18, 2005Wednesday, March 16, 20059:49PM - crapits amazing how i tend to ruin all my friendships. i dont know how to stop it. Current mood: crappy1:14PM - best day ever!!so today has been totally peachy! first hour was full of giggles and more inside jokes with the amazing jaunna muh-honey. :) then i get this text from my mom saying my cousin was born at 6:59. :) yay shes 7 pounds 9 ounces. perfect! ill have pictures later tonight or tomorrow depending on when i get home. so yeah my poor nicole is sick. leila opened both of her eyes yesterday. Current mood:  ecstaticTuesday, March 15, 20058:55PMso here goes the positives and negatives for a boy. well see who wins. Current mood: confusedSunday, March 13, 20059:57PM - haha im going to bed
Current mood:  crazy6:09PMso this weekend was pretty good. friday was pizza friday then petsmart. amanda got dlg fish and kai got a snail and i got two fish. then jammers marko and i went to the coffee bean and watched dlg and micha. then we went to tower records and james bought a nightwish dvd. then we went to his house and watched some of it. i had a really bad day yesterday and really didnt want to be around anyone but went to the show anyways. i thought that being around some of my favorite people would make me feel better. it did. i am a bad ass merch girl. maybe ill quit being a photographer and just be the merch girl. haha. then i went to james' house and watched more nightwish with him and marko. and today i woke up and went to breakfast with my mom brother and one of my brothers friends. it was ok. then i came home and just sat around then took a nap. now im waiting for amanda to call me so we can chill. and thats all. <3 Current mood:  calmThursday, March 10, 20059:06PM - I was a fool. You were my friend. We made it happen.i dont know what to do with myself. i havent really talked to people in awhile. i spent the whole day by myself on the couch just thinking about all the things that are to come for that little baby and her family in the upcoming months and it scares me to death. im not going to be able to help them if something goes wrong. i hate seeing the people i love in pain. nicole has to be the bravest person i have ever met. here i am a mess and i havent seen her cry once through this whole thing. i just dont know how she does it. Current mood: confusedNavigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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